So sad

kind of bummed as i just found out that my hopes of going back to london next year have been dashed -- so quickly and quietly. sigh. my school offers a study abroad program in london and as a grad student, i was looking to go as a graduate assistant. to my dismay and horror (how dare they), another grad student was chosen. and that's all i was told. well, i shouldn't feel that bad cause 1 - i hadn't even applied and 2 - it would mean i would graduate a semester behind schedule. so, everything works out in the end. but london is still calling!!!!
everytime i see something and anything that says london, i go crazy. my heart starts beating really quickly and i am taken back to my happiest moments. oh to be british.